It's my life, it's now or never!!!

First love The reason why we think first love is beautiful is not because people we first loved were actually handsome or pretty. It is because we we're unconditional, innocent, or a bit stupid at the same time of first love. And because we know we can never go back to that young, passionate time of our days. First love is a bit rash without any calculation, we throw ourselves with passion and finally comes to face failure. But it's at the same time dramatic. It comes with inexplicable feelings that we never get to experience again. So first love becomes the most dramatic moment of our lives. It's okay to fail. Tragic stories stays longer than happy ever after. It's nice to have the wonderful story as one chapter of one's life. First love is a period of time that it never comes back. If the next love comes, time has to yield for that new love. It might not as innocent as the first loves but it would be a little more mature, due to the pain suffered with the fi

The top 7 list am i going to write are the summation of all the books, magazines, ebooks, blogs that i read on after my first break up! I would consider it as first break up bcs I know that was my first time that I know I love and did my best as I think but end up to break up. Top 7 things you must to do after break up! 1. Take a shower! - take a shower is the first you must thing to do to remove all the dirt of your body. Also it helps u to calm down and think very well. Always stay cool and set your mind that its alright. Accept and be thankful that at least it ends before its too late. Think that if you guys had 5 Years then at least its not 6 years that you waste your time. Memories may stay but always remember that its all about mind set. You may hurt bcs you think he is the one and you give everything. Just come on! Take a shower! Remove all heart aches as you removed all stinks and dirt in your body :) (i know its not that easy but at least you do a first step in moving on,

How can I start this? Well mommy liv might say I dont know what is love because all of the experience I have are all fucked up so maybe. So I just share my observation but hey if you think there are guys who you think they won't find someone and will just stick up to you and praised you until they die- that is a lie. Guys or men's will really like someone along the way. They will head back if they saw some ass and they love sex very much! And when they think they are done to what they want - I am sure they will left you and prey to another target again. I am sorry for writing this very singular but I am sure thats all men. Though man will stay for you if you are Goddess in bed or you have this amazing attitude that they are really in love and can not find it to other someone. But I guess you gotta be rare to a man so that that man will stay for you. In every rare there is a value. And value that is all men like it very much. So if man will left you maybe because you we